I sit inside myself so no one and nothing can reach me. And as the earth remains to carry on life's pathway I'll still stand here. Even if it means I have to stay alone. Cause I don't care - I've been alive long enough to know that things will never change. The air is dead cold and polluted with ignorance. Only the sky is free. Don't speak to me as if you can change my mind. A compromise you will never find. You'll never get through this fire inside. Your just another skeleton in a body of lies. So I don't care - This is all make believe. Who's to say that this is the right or wrong. I will never surrender the value of my life to this. I put all my living into these words. This worlds love can not drown out the noise of my hate. Divided by everything that I see, no one will ever want to listen to me. My own mother can't even look me in my eyes. My heart burns as heavy as anchors. I'll always be the one with the pen in hand, the one with my head down. The one with the shittiest hand writing starring into the blank paper. I am ghost in this hell reliving nightmares. No sleep for me. Whats the point if I have to wake up to this? This may be the last thing I write cause' I could never help you understand the way I feel by the words on this paper. I've wasted time and ink on simply nothing. I'm screaming out at you because you will never understand. Your so fucking lost. There's not a word that could change your mind. Well this is all I've got If can get through to anyone if I ever could. I put all my living into these words, I fucking hate everything that you believe in. Day to day I struggle to think straight, to keep my eyes from showing the pain inside. I can never fully understand why I am here. I'm out numbered and ready to give up. Speaking up won't do me any good anymore because the truth has been manipulated. So for now I'll choke on my words, I'll keep quiet to make you feel safe.
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